Suicide

Suicide!

The verdict was suicide, so they reported

He left a note before being deported.

It said how he struggled almost every day,

And the price of living was to high to pay.

He said he heard voices inside his head

And would find release once he is dead.

He said emotion, he couldn’t handle well,

And what he was feeling was hard to tell.

He’s says that Love was just to much,

A strong emotion he could not touch.

He’s says he’s to good to be on this earth,

And says he regrets his very own birth.

He also said he despised himself,

30 years old and sat on a shelf.

Said he could no longer see any light,

And was losing the will to put up a fight.

He says he never had any real meaning,

Except listening to voices always screaming.

He said he felt at war with a force,

And so he was drained and tired of course.

He feels he made the right decision,

Says he saw his own death in a lucid vision.

He summed up that he was sorry to go,

But said it was right and part of the flow.

Said he knew exactly what he was doing.

This fucked up life he was re-newing.

He said he would watch us from up in the sky.

Asked us to accept that he should die.

He finished with words of remorse & regret.

The final words we’ll never forget!

©️ Gemma Tansey 2022